I am a Women…!!!!

I say,
It’s in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
Yes I’m a woman
That’s me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It’s the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I’m a woman
That’s me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can’t touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can’t see.
I say,
It’s in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I’m a woman

Now you understand
Just why my head’s not bowed.
I don’t shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It’s in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
‘Cause I’m a woman
Phenomenal woman,
That’s me…..!!!

Did you have a peaceful life??

Did you have a peaceful day?
Too often the answer is ‘Nay’

But why there is no peace in our life?
The reasons we give are stress and strife.
The killings in Nice are driving us nuts.
The world economy, surely the budget cuts.
The nasty traffic driving us crazy and wild.
A nagging neighbor, the crossness of my child.
Our spouse not happy, my friends not real.
And that pain in my back is all that I feel.

And yet Peace, the Peace with capital P,
is in the air, for all to grab for free.
If we make it inside calm, serene and kind,
we can always allow peace to enter our mind.

Somehow we were endowed with a gift, a superb right:
We can rise above the response of fight or flight.
Enslaved to our instincts, we often don’t succeed
to make use of that present, which we badly need.

Peace is all around, all the time for me and you.
Just look at the sky, whether it is pristine blue
or covered in grey clouds, as far as we can see.
Peace is in flowers, a stretch of grass, in a tree.

Even if in your room, now there are none of these,
think about love, friendship, or just about peace.
The wonderful message, you received from a friend
the joke that made you roll and laugh without end

Peace is really never really far away.
Even if none of the above came your way,
we can always get quiet, look deep inside
and find in heart and soul, a superb light

If a fish in water refuses to drink.
soon its body will hopelessly shrink.
If in our mind, we do not let in peace
soon its soundness will hopelessly cease

We have to be busy with the ubiquitous peace.
let’s have thoughts of peace, we never release.
Open our mind to the world of nature’s beauty
letting in peace a right, no rather a duty
Drink it, as water that a fish would drink
do not allow our mind’s soundness to shrink

If tomorrow someone comes your way
and asks: did you have a peaceful day?
you”ll answer: ‘yes of course, I am not stupid! ‘
of course you had a peaceful day, yes you did!

Pain….!!!

There was a time when I wanted to fly. There was a time when I wanted to feel as alive as possible. Now I’m just scared. Afraid, of how things can go wrong in one second. One moment you are someone and the other moment someone else. There’s no story here. No words or figures. Just me. Just me and you. I don’t know why you’re here. I don’t want to know. But I know you know what I’m talking about. You know the pain. We all do. If you don’t, just pretend you’re lucky. Because you’re not.

Pain is universal for us. We can’t possibly imagine a world without pain. We pretend it is something evil and cursed. Something rotten and broken. But it’s not. It’s the only truth other than death. That’s the only thing that will still hold your hand when you’re waiting for death to come. It is your most trustworthy friend. The only true friend that let’s you be.

Death takes you away. Happiness makes you forget who you really are. But pain. Oh, the pain. How many countless artists and art has been made because of pain ?. Almost all of it. Because pain teaches you about a world that is far and isolated from everything. Where you can be truly you. At your best and worst.

But I don’t like pain. It’s just not for me. I don’t thrive in pain. I give myself up. Some people create when they’re in pain. I destroy. You can make art both ways. You just can’t choose which one belongs for you. And it’s killing the world.

The problem in the world is that we’re all afraid. We’re all afraid to love and be ourselves. We can blame it on everything else but honestly it’s our fault. It’s inside us and we weren’t taught to respect it, we weren’t taught to separate pain from love. For us it’s the opposite faces of the same coin. Pain is not absence of love, Nor is love presence of happiness. It’s born inside everyone differently. It’s like our DNA, different for everybody.

We’re not taught about freedom anymore. But rules and laws. We’re not taught about how we can be ourselves but how we can be someone else. It’s a race and we’re all losing. We’re all losing because there’s no finish line. We’re all just running because the first guy began to run and then the next followed him. Now anyone who doesn’t run will find himself lonely. There’s nobody left standing still. Everybody is busy in running to no where. The world feels small now. The universe feels explored. There are more answers to questions now, but we’re still clueless.

There is more love to be had now more than ever. There are so many of us now.

But where is love ?. Where is this magical thing. Where does it hide ?.

When I was little I searched for it in people. When I grew up I searched for it in my heart. And today, with a broken heart I know where it is.

Far and unreachable but somewhere beautiful and warm.

There’s no pain as the pain from a broken heart. It swallows every inch of your body, your soul, along with every positive energy in the world. It swallows time itself.

The worst part is, even if you could go back and change things… you wouldn’t.

That’s not love. That’s the pain.

That’s the pain telling you that you not only need something but something that was a part of you is missing.

The pain is what keeps the love alive and in a way keeps the world alive.

And We’ll be nothing without love.

Not with our skyscrapers and latest technology, addictions and trends.

Have you ever met a man who lost on love ? Who saw his love slowly walk away leaving him alone in the universe.

Do you think he still enjoys good food or music ?

Do you think those things matter anymore ?

Love is magical. Magic does not exist. It only appears in a moment briefly only to disappear.

Leaving you scratching your head because you have no clue what hit you.

Getting hit by a train is better, some would say. It’s not even anywhere close in my opinion.

And when you’re in that pain. You realise there’s no difference between love and pain.

But the difference you make.

It’s as much more important to heal the world today than live within ourselves in pain.

It’s as much more important to stop running for a moment and see around ourselves. See if somebody needs to be picked up.

And love is the only thing strong enough to make us stop.

But you now what ?.

Pain is the only thing that will make you stay.

Expectation…..!!!!

Dear Expectations,

I have given up on believing in you. It seems that for years and years and so many more years to come. You have constantly sent out more pain than you have happiness. You give a sense of hope that doesn’t equal someones reality. You portray this false imagination. You try to allow myself and others to believe that if we set certain standards and place things/people on a pedestal… That we will achieve you. Why is it that even after constant let down we allow you back into our lives? why do we still wait for you? expect you? hope and wish for you? set you so high…
To expect is to assume
to assume is to make a mockery out of yourself
I’d rather not.

I don’t expect him/her to ever speak to me again
I don’t expect those who’ve doubted me to suddenly believe
I don’t expect my lost friends and family to suddenly be found
I don’t expect immediate change
I don’t expect the best outcomes to my hard work, right away.
I don’t expect you to love me
I don’t expect freedom in a life of chains
I don’t expect anything, anymore

The only expecting I do now is the kind I can control

I expect myself to love who deserves to be loved
I expect myself to be the best person I can be
I expect myself to try and change what is my flaws
I expect myself to be there always for my family and some friends
I expect myself to believe in me
I expect myself to try even if it’s so much easier to quit
I expect myself to forgive…Even when I know they don’t deserve it
I expect my self to live…even when life has killed all my faith
I expect myself to fight…even when I don’t have much left
I expect myself to always remain honest to who I am

Expectations.

We place on things that we have no control over…
on people who just may not be able to live up to our needs
we can’t expect anything out of anyone or thing…
all we can do is expect what we want in ourselves.
Put out in life what we hope…but don’t expect…to get back.

Change your mindset – Change your heart – Change your life
I expect nothing out of this…..

I can speak two language…..

One is the language of words and the other is the language of silence.

Very few people i can talk to with the language of silence.

Still, with the language of silence i can talk to the whole universe.
With the language of silence i can talk with the plants, the animals, the stars, the moon, the birds.
Yet there are very few humans whom i can talk to with silence.

To talk to another human being i use words.
Words are a kind of art.
They are a creation made by humans.
A creation consisting of a bunch of symbols in order for us to point things out. We want to point out a car, we say “look, thats a car”. We want to point out a flower, we say “look, there is a flower”. Word is the human communication that we have created so that we can point things out and so that we can function in the world, the outside world.

But silence is a more deeper language.

With silence you penetrate and connect with the being in deeper levels. It consists more of feelings. It is a deeper communication that silence brings. Words can only point to that which is. They can not actually give you, explain to you, express to you, reveal to you, in total truth, what is. Silence can do this.

The evolution of consciousness is introducing this language to humanity.

Humanity knew the langugue of silence but humanity got really mixed up and really got puzzled with words, in words, in the laguage of words, in the language of the mind. And my feeling is that this confusion and this lost that humanity got itself into, for a period of time, was neccesary in order for us to come back home.
Now the consciousness is moving with its flow.

It is so amazing to see how much humanity lost touch with its nature.

I know the language of silence because i have spended much time in silence. And not just that outside of me things are totally silent but inside of me also. Inside of me there exists a silence that i have really gonne deep within because ever since i was born into this body that goes by the name, i have felt that silence within me, and at a certain point in life, i started to get confused. But there was always this silence within me that was above and louder than everything else.

Outside of me there exists the world that we see today and humanity is just so lost and confused in words that i was losing myself too. Because the whole humanity is lost and i am here walking around the world, notecing that people dont know this language of silence. And it is only humanity that lost touch with it. And now how to connect everyone else with their nature? how to communicate this silence to others?

Everybody has to come back to themselves, everybody has to stop the outside world for a bit and spend some time with themselves in silence. Just in peace.

It seems like humans are on auto-pilot.

We come here into existence, into the world, and from the moment of birth and up, is like we are just following society, we are just following what people tell us, what our parents tell us. We just go on that track that they give us and why are we not following our hearts? why are we not doing what we want to do? we are so afraid to explore. We are so afraid to discover truth for ourselves and we are just relying on the information that is allready here. We go on believing everything we hear, everything that is said to us. And whats up with the purpose of life? Whats up with the movement of the universe?

The humans are trying to have control over everything .

The humans are trying to make life how they want it to be. The governments and the religions have done this for so long and have used lies to prevail. They keep saying, “this is what you have to do, this is what you have to become, you have to struggle, you have to fight, compete” and then they say “this is what will happen if you dont follow, this is the reward and this is the punishment”. And we grow so much fear that we follow. It is so sad and silly.

And here i am seeing that this is all just a wonderful playground.

That the planet Earth is a playground for the consciousness to explore, to discover, to evolve, and to play and have fun, and to create.

To create beauty on planet Earth.
And yet we have and are still creating such ugly things.

Nuclear weapons and wars? Private territories and divisions of race? Polluting and destroying nature?

Each one of us has to become a leader of ones self.

How to give you the experience of silence?
It can not be done.

You have to experience it yourself.

You have to experience silence because when you experience silence you will know things without a doubt.

You will know the truth about everything.

And so you have to become a master of yourself to get to that point in which there is not a single doubt about any-thing.

You know it all.

I speak the language of words, yes to communicate with other humans, and to get things done, create things, have fun. But i mostly use the language of words to try and talk about the language of silence. To try and point to the language of silence.

And i encourage people to practice silence, to practice meditation.

To explore and study themselves as deeply as possible.

The university will not reveal to you the universe.

Life and self-study will!